was i good? was i brave? did i threw it all away?

I just found out i have least than one month here in the wonderful city before I pack my things and leave for Ithaca. oooh the summer days..it's too soon, i'm not ready. sniff.

I considering of returning home the first weekend I go back for one last Ours show at Bowery show for a long time. Wouldn't that be ironic? I started my summer concert going days at Bowery and now i'm ending it at the same place.

3 months has gone so fast, i fear i'm not ready to detach myself from this place...i'll definitly miss my friends, and kim! whom without her the summer wouldn't have been nearly half as fun. and i'm not just saying this because she's the only who read this. LOL
oh one day we well go to a slean show together. just you wait!

the only thing i look forward to in school is playing with a real piano again! People who have a real piano don't realize how lucky they are!  If i have time, i would spend hours in the music room, trying to play a piece of Slean song by ear, and playing sheet music i printed off online.

well i guess that's it for tonight. oh wait today i went to a super cool vintage store at Williamburg in brooklyn, it's awesome! I founded pants that fit me! and they're super cheap! I also brought this james coviello inspired dress shirt for $12. not bad..

it was also nice hanging out with just me and mel, we haven't done that since junior year in HS. we got to catch up on lots of things. oh what a long day. i fell right asleep as soon as i got on the train.

 

Stop thinking it's ok
Things are gonna change
You can't go on like this again
You can't avoid the day
You're the star that blast away

I heard you singing
Heard you sing, you sang to us
You sang Hallelujah
How we'd lose ourselves?

Are we better on our own?
Are we better on our own?

Was I good?
Was I brave?
Did I throw it all away?
There's a light in the crack
He's never coming back
I got lost in the wind
And I messed up everything..

-j.gnecco